My creative mind and my scientific mind are at war. Because of my AS level choices, my scientific mind is constantly at work. But lately all I've wanted to do is read books and paint and write poems and learn magnificent quotes and own a beautiful handmade notebook into which I would pour all of these in. I really do love learning science and theories etc. but all we do now is calculations and it really bores me. I just want to do what I want for once.